brain where art thou?

have to write paper. brain not working. woke up at 530 in the morning for some stupid reason and couldnt go back to sleep. took a nap in hte afternoon which just didnt help and now im totally zonked and my brain has gone for a hike :P

funny how everytime i have to write a paper or do some assignment or something... i have to write a blog :S.... must avoid work as much as possible.

i hate studying. what idiot decided that i deserved a scholarship? i must be a brilliant actress to have convinced god knows how many people to give me a scholarship. what am i doing here? honestly how did i end up doing my masters in university of california at berkeley. i so dont belong here.