flirting energy

i feel like joey. remember the episode where he get the hot dancer as a roommate and he cant flirt with her cos then it'd be like living in the supermarket :) lol. well i feel kinda like that.... only my flirting enery has been stored up cos i have flirted with any guy for the longest time and now i feel like im gonna start flirting with any random person..... where is my chandler? i think ive reached the point where i might have even considered having a fling.... thank u saad i think ive been convinced. but the sad question still remains.... who? there is absolutely no one in isloo with who i could have a fling let alone flirt with. and throw in the fact that im leaving in 3 months.... no time to pursue anything. regardless of popular belief i cannot have a fling with just anybody.... i need to feel comfortable around the person and trust and like the person. hmmmm i think i just took the fun out of the fling aspect. maybe im just not emotionally built to have flings. sigh that brings me back to my dilemma.... i need a guy, but cant find one in isloo, and even if i could find one i wouldnt want to have a fling but that is all i have time for and so i cant really do anything so i gotta wait but i dotn have the patience and ive got this goddam flirting energy built up :P ugh

i think this is probably why ive taken to reading stupid romance novels. not having anything remotely close to romance in my life ive taken to reading dumb sappy novels. yuck. doesnt leave me tiem to read more interesting and diverse stuff which ive been meaning to do. ive started reading a lota diff. books but just cant keep up readign them and leave them in the middle. ah well. soon.