summer has gone by in a flash. its winters already. when did this happen? i didnt even notice summers go by. mentally im still in august or something. i feel like i missed out on summer comletely. i suppose this was the first time in life when i didnt have a summer vacation. maybe it was because i hardly got to see and feel the summer. indoors all day away from any natural light, no exercise, no fun summer stuff.
i feel like my life is passing me by and im wasting my time sitting at my desk browsing random crap because thats what kind of job this is. whether or not you have any work, have to put in the hours. what a total and complete waste. maybe im tired, maybe i had a nice long weekend, maybe work these days is total shit.... but despite the fact that my boss is not here to bother us, im still hating this job, this place, this office with no windows, no light... facing a computer screen all day, wasting my time when i can use it to do so many other things.
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