random babblings

its been a while since ive posted anything... last post was the day i graduated... the last post of my old life and now the first post of my new life.... uff how melodramatic.

its funny how life can change so profoundly in just a day.. less than a day... in the space it takes someone to say a few words. and you know that your life has totally and irrevocably changed, but this change is so big that you can't wrap your mind around it. you have to live the change... live and breathe every minute of it to appreciate the beauty of it.

you know how when you dont understand something and you've been trying so hard to get it.... but you get a mind block. (you know those damn math equations!) and then all of a sudden something clicks and you go 'AAH' so thats what it means! and after that moment you cant imagine why you didnt get it before. this new state of the world where you understand is so different from the previous one that its hard to imagine the previous reality... its hard to imagine a world where you didnt understand.

so im sitting at work and totally wasting time! the best most mind twisting (and what you think are profound, but usually just random babblings) pieces of writing happen either at 3 in the morning or when you are sitting at work trying your best to look busy but actually too sleepy to do any real work. no points for guessing which state im in right now :P

summer is over. im looking forward to wearing desi winter clothes... havent done that in a couple of years. sheesh two years. doesnt feel that long.... feels like a dream.... a very vivid dream recurring that is sometimes more real that reality. but these days reality is pretty real!

alright enough philosophical babbling.... let me tell you about this amazing dream i had! im sitting in my room reading a book. this really hot guy walks in (no no no... dont stop reading! this is a perfectly universal rating ramzan acceptable dream!) so this really hot guy walks in and hands me a peach ice tea snapple.... aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. thats it... that was my dream... i could actually taste the snapple. sigh.

time to go back to pretending to be working.