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ahem.... what i mean to say is...

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hehe... what i really mean to say is.....

im leaving on a jet plane.... dont know when i'll be back again..... and i dont know the lyrics to this song..... but it would be quite appropriate about now :)

now but seriously... what i mean to say is...... geez i dont know what i mean to say...... except for although im leaving and going through all the preparations etc etc..... i still havent truelly swallowed the idea that i'll be gone for so long. i just cant imagine life in America. i guess its cos it'll eb such a different experience and its soemthing that is soooo beyond what i expected in life. i guess it feels too good to be true..... but its true and inshallah i'll be going and i'll have a wonderful experience. stay tuned for further detail about life in california :)